School's not killing me yet, but procrastination is. i'm obviously getting no sleep tonight. I though I was doing pretty good on homework this weekend, but today was like "woah! crap I didn't finish that!" Now I'm doing that late work and hoping I can get at least partial credit. I'm trying to get better at this stuff, I really am... This inability to get things done is really... a big, big problem.
Guess what? I can play bassoon... almost. I've at least got my scales down now. I'm learning to love bassoon... I mean, I've always liked it, but it makes me sad to not play flute in band. I love flute so much... so so much. But I guess I'm learning to really love the bassoon too, I mean where I can be happy I play bassoon and not wish I were still in the flute section. i don't regret switching. i just need to keep playing flute on my own time. I don't know if I want to do bassoon again next year, but that's a while away...
Marching band is so different to me than symphonic band, I love them both but in completely different ways. I like marching rehearsals more this year. Even when it's 95 degrees. Ok maybe I still hate being outside in general when it's like that... but I am getting used to it. I can't wait until October. I can't wait till it gets cooler. and the leaves start changing colors. and it gets dark early. I want fall. I really hate it when it's still pretty much summer, but school's started. That's just the worst time of the year. plus, in October we have less rehearsals and more competitions.
We have a competition on Halloween, so no dressing up for me... or trick or treating or anything... which is good and bad, because i love dressing up for halloween, but i always have a lot of trouble with it and i never have good costumes because i can't sew and store-bought costumes suck and are expensive and un-original. or of course I could always be crazy protractor beard or newspaper face: [link]
And when can it be spring? I want to go to Seattle again. I want to go for christmas but I don't think that's gonna happen so I shouldn't get my hopes up. :[
But first I want fall. I want September to be over.
Oh, also, I'm taking art this year, which is weird, because I've never really taken an art class before (besides those ones in elementary school... and sixth grade, that was the only one that actually benefitted me) So hopefully I can... well... learn how to work with things like paint, and pastels? So maybe I'll actually be able to go beyond those little sketchy things I do all the time.
I love deviantart. This is the place where I come to yak on about what's happening to me and what I'm thinking and post it on the internets for no good reason... I love it. I want Jamba juice right now. I haven't seen a Jamba Juice since I left Seattle. Or a 7-11. I think they're here somewhere though, hiding. I think I'm going to be tired tomorrow. I'm excited because The Office starts again this week. And Colbert comes back from his break. Also, I watched A Hard Day's Night and I loved it; my life is now complete.
I need more to write. I'm procrastinating. That's why this journal's so long and pointless. This is my longest journal since... a long time ago.

More random stuff I need to say... I love umbrellas. They're just amazing, I don't know why. It was rainy today which make me really happy.
Oh and... I want to actually, seriously get some prints made of my photography.... and I could hang them up or..... sell them? hmm.. I wonder. I haven't been photographing as much this past year! why, why why why.... I want to keep doing that....
Also, I think I'll maybe attempt to quit the internets. cold turkey. that'll be the best way........... I don't think I can do it.